Feeling different is not something that is visible on the outside.

For as long as I can remember, I have had an inner dialogue with something I cannot touch. I could not talk about this when I was young, but I have become more familiar with the gift when I began to allow myself to “talk to my mind” with that or those who are not visible to most people. I remember when I received the book “The Ninth Insight” from my brother a long time ago, which gave me hope that I am not different and I began to develop something in me. Getting inner images into my head is something I have learned to handle and also feel safe with, and with this I have learned to look at things with a broader perspective: Not what has happened in black and white or what will happen, but in dialogue to see other possibilities.

Feeling what I feel, even though my nervous system is sensitive and has often resulted in people turning their backs on me or me having to defend my strange self, is something I am proud of today and thank those who have shown me the way on this journey. I sense and react, sometimes too much to handle, to both internal and external impressions in the environment. Sometimes it takes my strength. To balance, I work on myself and my inner peace. I am me, and I sometimes notice “unnecessary” details, take in other people’s moods, am affected by injustices, attitudes or people shouting at each other. It’s okay now and I don’t always have to react to it, or even act. Just let it be! I want other people well and strive for people to feel good, because this will cause other fluctuations in the energy on our Earth. I think! This also means that I sometimes get run over or stepped on, taken advantage of instead of taking care of myself. All of this also means that I have learned a lot about what fascinates me; people. When I need breaks, art saves me, the images and texts I produce to balance. The colors. The calm. After much doubt, today the angels are my friends and I have great trust in them and their work. I hope that my book makes you stop, breathe and treat yourself to a moment to just be – in yourself.

Annette

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