A life in imbalance and a few years in total darkness and chaos. In strong headwinds I have struggled with external and internal events, which have been difficult to understand. If love is the meaning of life, how do we find it? In ourselves and in relationship with each other and others?
Balance for hell...!
I grew up in a suburb and all that that entails and have two younger sisters, mother and father who went their separate ways in my early teens. Went through elementary school with a focus on theater, dance and music. A great spiritual interest arose already at a young age, a spiritual search that came to save my life.
After studying career guidance and special education, I worked at an agency where I met people from youth to retirement with different life stories and circumstances. Different cultures, religions, economic, physical and mental conditions. Successful entrepreneurs, criminals, rich and poor, young and old, happy and sad, fat and thin, tall and short, happy and unhappy.
During my professional years, I have been both careful and wild, tried most things, but always tried to achieve what, for me, was the best. But with two children who ended up having difficulties at school, which led us into a darkness and a carousel of investigations, diagnoses and healthcare contacts, medications, a car accident, financial difficulties, isolation and mental discomfort, I needed to find balance. Before that, we had gone through a house fire, a trial and a tumor, life's trials and moods.
I have been married and divorced, fallen in love and also cheated on and rejected. I have lived many years as a single person and working full-time, ended up on the other side as sick leave and totally exhausted. Looking for external solutions to "problems" between all right and wrong, good and bad, black and white. There have been many marathons over the years, no wonder that life put a stop to it.
Actually, I am a positive, spontaneous, empathetic, enterprising and cheerful veteran, who ended up in a situation where I did not want or have the strength to continue this life. How is this possible, I wondered?
I stood at a precipice and made a choice… To jump! But still stay… Here begins my book and the path to balance. Between the Yin and Yang time that has long since disappeared, but is finally back and is here and now, what a lucky break!
The book provides guidance on finding balance in yourself, life and relationships, because there is no end to love. If I can, you can, it's WE who matters now. Together we create and experience more.
New wonderful times are here, in balance you fall in love. We can take care of each other, the children, nature and the animals.
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