Misled by a false angel

Louise Marianne Johansdotter
Cardboard - 144 pages

Time flies and it feels like yesterday, when it was actually a few years ago that I had my kundalini awakening, something that completely threw me over the edge and upset my entire worldview. In the most brutal way, I became aware that other worlds actually exist. Unfortunately, it was the evil side of darkness that manifested itself to me with powerful clarity. But the bright side was also with me, even in the most difficult moments, because otherwise I probably wouldn't be alive today.

As the skeptic that I am at heart, I was not particularly interested in supernatural things before – I was a down-to-earth person who only wanted to live here and now. At first I felt strong doubts, but soon life was experienced as one great miracle, where I found myself in a world for the chosen ones. My firm conviction was that I was traveling together with the messengers of light – an illusion that, however, soon came to shatter… Overnight, the miraculous existence changed and I became aware of a horrific reality, where I experienced things that I did not believe could occur at all.

The book is a first-hand horror that offers a strong and different reading experience. The main message is nevertheless life-affirming and positive, and wants to give hope and strength to others who have had a hard time on their spiritual journey – the light is the strongest and there is a way back!

The The real miracle can happen; that fear gives way, that you become a stronger and healthier person than ever before; yes, simply invincible , as my therapist Karin used to put it.

Louise

Excerpt from the book:

Thoughts about why I was affected
and a brief about my background

Why me? Yes, I've asked myself that question hundreds of times... Was it pure bad luck? Was I chosen for some special reason? Maybe a contributing factor was that I lived alone and that no one else had much of an idea of ​​what I was doing? When and how did it start? Unfortunately, I don't have answers to these questions today, but hopefully they will come eventually.

In short, the background is that I was born in the mid-1950s in a small village in the countryside, where I also grew up. It was a safe and down-to-earth life, and religion wasn't talked about much. At the age of five, I started Sunday school, it was kind of part of it. I remember that during this period I read "God as I am" before I fell asleep at night, and of course I believed in God - what the Sunday school teacher had said was of course true!

I would say that I am a fairly critical-thinking person, a bit of a skeptic, who does not primarily fall for trends and fads in society. Sometime in the mid-70s I came to call myself an atheist and chose to leave the State Church. This had not only to do with atheism itself, but also the fact that even then I thought that any belief in God has nothing to do with the state.

The first time I tried penduluming was sometime in my late teens at my friend Birgitta's house. We used our gold jewelry to pendulum over photos, and imagine my surprise when the pendulum spun where there was water and swung back and forth where there was metal, for example over a church tower. Granted, I didn't make the movements myself. Of course I was fascinated!

Commuting will play a central role in my story – I ended up doing this almost daily for about six months. At first it was just exciting and fun, then it became even more exciting and fun, and even more, because in the end when everything got out of hand it wasn't fun at all... Nevertheless, I continued, because by then it had become like a compulsion and I no longer had complete control over my actions.

A few years ago I started watching a Danish TV series about ghosts and then the Swedish version. It was interesting, but I didn't feel at all sure about the veracity of the programs - everything could actually be staged!

Out of pure curiosity, my neighbor Dorte and I visited a large seance with the medium Terry Evans a few years ago, with a couple of hundred visitors. After that experience, I was quite dazed and fairly convinced that at least this was not something that had been arranged in advance.

With this experience in my bag, I slowly began to believe that there might be another world and reality behind the one we see. But it wasn't something I was overly interested in – I was a down-to-earth person who wanted to live here and now.

My continued story will be about how I became aware in the most brutal way that the other world actually exists: About how I experienced things that I didn't even think existed, and about how what I initially thought was bright and good eventually turned out to be dark and anything but good.

So it was the “evil side of darkness” that manifested itself to me with great clarity. The “bright side” is said to be less obvious and intrusive. As my therapist Karin put it:

“How could you hear the piccolo flutes of the bright ones when the others were beating drums?” But they must have been there, and they must have been with me even in the most difficult moments, because otherwise I probably wouldn't be alive today.

Louise

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Votes about the book:

"WORTH READING for everyone who works with energies!

There is so much talk about LIGHT and LOVE, but almost never about the energies that belong to the dark spheres that often challenge LIGHTWORKERS. So that we become aware of them, say NO THANK YOU to their presence, heal what we have in the shadow, let go of our fears. A very tragic story Louise Marianne Johansdotter shares in the book, what happened when she was going to take a channeling course and the demons that "logged in" to her and gave her misleading information. Despite evidence of errors, these were swept under the carpet and glossed over.

Thank you Louise for sharing your difficult experiences, it can be a wake-up call for others!!! Smiley heart
I myself have great respect for the power and believe that those who are going to take channeling courses really need to be aware of the challenges and be spiritually aware of what can happen. That everything is not just bright. For example, I recently heard from a woman that a few years ago a well-known medium had taken a small group out to a cemetery. She didn't understand what it was about then, but today she does!!! Some people think it's "a fun thing" to take such courses, but I think it's a BIG RESPONSIBILITY to work consciously with different forms of energies. Both with yourself and others. I have myself seen people who have been under the influence of "dark spirits" and it was not a fun experience to see how the eyes turned black and the spirit spoke through the person's vocal organs and introduced itself as the devil himself ....

People who take drugs or drink alcohol can also be at risk for intrusion from "addiction spirits" and other not so nice entities. Not many people think about that! In the novel Tá-Shi-Ná, which I co-authored, I describe a little of how the light and the dark work. So that we can become aware of them, say NO THANK YOU to their presence, heal what we have in the shadow, release our fears. and past life traumas etc.
Thank you for a very enlightening book Louise and thank you for letting me share some information."

Gun

Reportage in Allers; 9 March 2016: www.allers.se